i feel so sentimental. so saccharinely stickishly sweet. so gooey. like melted chocolate.
I was nauseous and tingly all over. . . . I was either in love or I had smallpox -- Woody Allen.
Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart. -- Unknown Source
True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked. -- Erich Segal
I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack. -- Titanic
I'm not finished loving you. -- Grey's Anatomy
If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus a day
So I don't have to live a day without you. -- Winnie the Pooh
But when she was dancing with you, something seemed right—the heaviness that always lingered about her was gone. -- Raonn, Queen of Glass
Go to her rooms, sweep her off her feet, do whatever nonsense silly human girls love to dream about. -- Raonn, Queen of Glass
hehehe. i likey like like raonn. :) i think my favorite's the winnie the pooh quote. i'm so random and lifeless. bleh.
I was nauseous and tingly all over. . . . I was either in love or I had smallpox -- Woody Allen.
Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart. -- Unknown Source
True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked. -- Erich Segal
I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack. -- Titanic
I'm not finished loving you. -- Grey's Anatomy
If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus a day
So I don't have to live a day without you. -- Winnie the Pooh
But when she was dancing with you, something seemed right—the heaviness that always lingered about her was gone. -- Raonn, Queen of Glass
Go to her rooms, sweep her off her feet, do whatever nonsense silly human girls love to dream about. -- Raonn, Queen of Glass
hehehe. i likey like like raonn. :) i think my favorite's the winnie the pooh quote. i'm so random and lifeless. bleh.
twilight :)
stupid. arsehole. jerkface. safari. grr. it keeps quitting on me! ugh. i'm using firefox now. snicker.
anyway, today i watched twilight! :) hehe.
let’s start from the beginning. woke up eeearrrllyyy. at like 11.30 am. called ann and found out ash and aishah hadn’t left the house yet so we talked on the phone. uncle came over and i thought we had to leave but turns out he just wanted to pick up stuffies. so talked on the phone somemore while urm. texting. hehe.
then then then. finally left the house to pick up aunt and cousin. they dropped me off at one utama. wandered around first, trying to find TGV but i got lost. in the end i found it :D.
reunited with shu anne. i took a sip of her drink and it made me thirstier. bleh. ordered combo 1. ohmycrud. i just realized.
SHU ANNE! I STILL OWE YOU MONEY!
hehe. next, got several phone calls. met lavvy. she was there with her cousin. talked for abit then ashleigh, aishah, ann and sabby finally arrived. finally. haha. just as they arrived, nura and yana did too.
shu anne, andrea and i entered the cinema first. the rest came trailing after. aishah and i were stuck sitting next to. [lightning strikes] andrea. smirk.
the moviesucked was okay. not too bad.
shu anne and i both agreed that the meadow scene reminded us of somebody dying. shh. ahaha. ash, shu and i were laughing 3/4 of the movie and ann kept shushing us. there was this couple behind us whose handphones kept ringing. they left eventually. :D
aminah and andrea were making the weirdest noises. :)
i shan’t give away any spoilers. buuuutttttttt.
TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY. :)
after the movie, we ate at ms. read. sabby, nura and i shared a cheeseburger and caesar salad. then we split up.
eventually at around 4-something mom called.
so yes. that was today. i suggest you go watch the movie.
look out for jacob black. :D
you're like my own personal brand of heroin (or something along those lines)
anyway, today i watched twilight! :) hehe.
let’s start from the beginning. woke up eeearrrllyyy. at like 11.30 am. called ann and found out ash and aishah hadn’t left the house yet so we talked on the phone. uncle came over and i thought we had to leave but turns out he just wanted to pick up stuffies. so talked on the phone somemore while urm. texting. hehe.
then then then. finally left the house to pick up aunt and cousin. they dropped me off at one utama. wandered around first, trying to find TGV but i got lost. in the end i found it :D.
reunited with shu anne. i took a sip of her drink and it made me thirstier. bleh. ordered combo 1. ohmycrud. i just realized.
SHU ANNE! I STILL OWE YOU MONEY!
hehe. next, got several phone calls. met lavvy. she was there with her cousin. talked for abit then ashleigh, aishah, ann and sabby finally arrived. finally. haha. just as they arrived, nura and yana did too.
shu anne, andrea and i entered the cinema first. the rest came trailing after. aishah and i were stuck sitting next to. [lightning strikes] andrea. smirk.
the movie
shu anne and i both agreed that the meadow scene reminded us of somebody dying. shh. ahaha. ash, shu and i were laughing 3/4 of the movie and ann kept shushing us. there was this couple behind us whose handphones kept ringing. they left eventually. :D
aminah and andrea were making the weirdest noises. :)
i shan’t give away any spoilers. buuuutttttttt.
TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY. :)
after the movie, we ate at ms. read. sabby, nura and i shared a cheeseburger and caesar salad. then we split up.
eventually at around 4-something mom called.
so yes. that was today. i suggest you go watch the movie.
look out for jacob black. :D
you're like my own personal brand of heroin (or something along those lines)
nanowrimo freaks
i'm going crazy. crazy i tell you! mental. dysfunctional. demented. defuzzlebubbled.
NaNoWriMo is driving me nuts. i haven't written anything in quite awhile and the deadline is on. hmm. lemme see.
THIS COMING SUNDAY. hahaha. how ironic. sunday. :)
oh my. and i've only written. 3814 words. 50 000 - 3814 = 46186. that sucks.
i likedy like like my synopsis of it though. sounds so the bercun cun. yah joanne? :D
Paul sees everything in black and white. He suffers from Achromatopsia. It isn't easy to live with. That is, until Sunday Summer Shae comes along. She's small with humongous hair, paired with a feisty attitude. She's impossible to handle. But sometimes, miracles come in the weirdest of ways. She could just be the sunshine on his cloudy day. Now Sunday's here to show Paul all the colors in between. You just have to look in the right places, to find the right things.
oh yeaaaaa. [does the jig] look out for and every color in between.
HITTING BOOKSTORES SOON! :)
happy birthyday amanda koh geok li! :)
haha. okay. yesterday. was fun. firsttttt, i went over to manda's house. then waited for her mom to come with joanne. basically we waited alot.
after like. a while of waiting, we left. lalala. reached sunway pyramid. walked around trying to find the ice skating rink. the place is humongonous! they renovated. BOOM.
found it. then brandon wanted to eat. he spotted waffle world. heheh. we eventually found the rink. :)
skated skated skated. poor joanne. she fell on her butt and now her tailbone is like. owwwww. and she cut her foot!! but. yea. manda and i did fairly well. hehe. okay. i fell and dragged her down with me a couple of times. :D
lunch was at tony romas. yum. had too much to eat. then. then. then. took a balloon. :) 'twas blackedy black black. made way to the car albeit many stops.
in the car. i think i went slightly mad. demented. retarded. i took pictures of everything. and manda urm. took. a picture of. uh. well. I HOPE U DELETED IT AMANDA!
:D
joanne's security guard is in love with me. lurvy lurv lurvvvv. i'm sorry dear, but i'm taken. muahaha! i'm so evil.
all in all. it was loads of funnedy fun fun. so. yea. on a sadder note. i lost my earphones. i mean. handsfree thingy. to my phone. have you seen them? they're black and they're cool. they're also sony erricson walkman-y. please return them if you have it. i'm very distressed right now.
hey. i'm justin. justincredible.
p/s : ann, my parents said yes to thursday! :D
eheheh. i stole a taggedy tag tag from sarah's bloggy. whoops. :)
1) Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you liked?
nopes. don't think so.
2) Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
not so much. hi's and byes suffice. :)
3) Where was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
wait. wuuuuttt?
4) Who is your last text from and what does it say?
hotlink. free mms or some crud.
5) Burger King or Wendy's?
wendy's. :D
6) Latest you stayed up in the past week?
1-something.
7) Where are you right now?
at home. in the study. in front of my mac.
8) Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yerps.
9) What were you doing at 9.30 last night?
urm. watching Little Secrets i think. ehehe.
10) Are you listening to music right now?
mhmm.
11) Was it a boy or girl to text you first today?
boy.
12) What does the 7th text in your inbox say and from who?
uhh. it's from amanda. it says Manda. R u going?
13) Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
nope. not particularly.
14) How long can you go without your phone?
a few days i guess.
15) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
manda
16) Who last called you babe/baby?
mit. she called me babe. baby is reserved for skandar. :D hehehe.
17) Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
urm. i switch it off at night. haha.
18) Do you know anyone who's married and shouldn't be?
i don't think soooooo.
19) If your ex said they hate you, you'd say?
bleh.
20) Do you curse in front of your parents?
nope.
21) What is your current annoyance?
my aching throat. when i swallow it hurts SO MUCH.
22) Last time you saw fireworks?
ashleigh's fourteenth. hehe.
23) Who did you last lay in bed with?
sister.
24) Are you afraid of roller coasters?
no way! i love roller coasters. :)
25) Who pissed you off yesterday?
i'm not sure really.
26) At what age do you plan to be married?
urby durby. uh. twenty something.
27) Where is your mom right now?
in the kitcheennnn.
28) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
theory homework. bleh.
29) Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
yea. sadly. :(
30) When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
hehehe. apology day. i think. yea.
31) Are you bored?
why do you think i stole this tag?
32) What girls/guys can you tell everything to?
you mean what kind? or what? i tell my closest friendslah.
33) Who's the last person you talked to on AIM/MSN?
uhhh. andrea.
34) Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with N?
oh yea baybe. Nick Jonas. eheheh.
35) Can you play Guitar Hero?
mhmm
36) Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm
37) Three days in a hotel or NFL tickets?
3 days in a hotel.
38) Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football.
39) Where is the number one person on your friends list?
you mean msn contact list issit? urm. i think jane is at home. hehe.
40) What's your ringtone?
careful with words - aly & aj
41) Three things you did yesterday?
watch stuffies. chat. get sick.
42) Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
did i kiss anyone lately?
43) A friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
it depends. if the friend has a good reason, then i'll let the friend go. but most probably i'll go after them.
44) Do you ever waste too much time on someone who treats you bad?
i don't think so.
45) Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
mhmm.
46) What are you doing tonight?
what i do every night. sleep. :)
47) Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
yerps.
48) Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
who did i last kiss? ehehe.
49) Does anyone hate you?
i should hope not.
50) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes. i do. :D
51) Do you want a small or big wedding?
i never really thought about it.
52) Who was the last girl you talked to?
mom.
53) Who was the last guy you talked to?
dad.
ash's party. me and manda kissing a tree. auriel took this picture. :D
urm. this was at ash's party i think. at night. :)
mit and i. i look scary here. bleh.
mit and i.
all the people at primary concert.
our shoes. :) cool no?
the purty purty purty sky.
eheh. i was thinking of buying this for manda's birthday present. :) elephants.
hahaha! daniel. :)
yummy
ohmygosh!! he's so adorable. like. he smiled a little and then his gaze kinda flitted down. and then he blushed. after that he flashed his lopsided smile.
SO PRETTY!! :)
dayummm. that boy is eeeeerrriiiiisistable.
ahhh! i just realized. he licked his lips. ahh!!! so hot. :D
grin. grin. grin.
my boy. mine mine mine. all mine.
yummalicious. :D
today was no fun. i'm so sick. boo. well. this cheered me up. 
so the sweet right? :) i love you too joanne!
i don't think i have enough sleep. and i slept till 2. meet the snippets of yesterday's conversation with joanne.
sick. i am. temperature. i have. voice. i don't have.
I LOST MY VOICE!!
i sound like. well. i croak. instead of speak. sigh.
i joined NaNoWriMo. just so you know. :) ehehe. i'm submitting and every color in between. loadsa fun fun fun. ooh. chappie 3 is up.
sadly, it's without the consent of my beta reader who did not reply my email.
and. urm. yea. sickedy sick sick. my blog's clock is all muddled up. ehehe. weirdo pheirdo.
maybe it needs a clock doctor! i need a human doctor. smirk.
tag meg.
taggedy tag tag. by tiffy. blephesphany. ehe.
the awesome magnificent perfect one. Amanda Khoo Ai Ling. :)
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
they're equals. i guess. ahaha.
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
not ever. :D i'm so proud of meself.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
bleh. i have no idea. i have my moments.
5. How many babies do you want?
TWO!! TWINS!! FRATERNAL TWINS!! :D
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
urm. it's kinda scientifically provenlah. right?
7. What is your goal for this year?
well. this year is kinda over don't you think?
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes. maybe. ehehe. i donno. let's wait and see okie?
9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
has to be able to tolerate my weird moments. :D
ehehehe. is a really cool bad boy.
makes me laugh.
is pretty. handsome. is pretty handsome. :)
is able to tolerate my lameness. and be lame with me.
PLAY AN INSTRUMENT!! any instrument.
thanks to andrea who gave me this one, has to be able to make money so i can spend it all on takeout. with him of course. that way, he doesn't need to be able to cook. :D
is willing to sacrifice stuffies for me. like. yea.
reads. and is critical of the stuff he reads too. like. he won't read certain crud and all that. cuzza it's crud. :P
gets along with everybody i love. and everybody else too.
10. What feeling do you love the most?
winning. laughing till i cry. or at least till my stomach hurts. making people laugh. laughter in general. :D
11. What are the requirements you require from your other half?
urm. there's quite abit. refer to number 9 please.
12. Is there anything you want to tell the people you hate?
urm. i hate you.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i hope i do. :D
14. What does flying mean to you?
fun.
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
tranquility. serenity. everything to just slow down. the ability to read people's minds.
16. Who's hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
chace all the way.
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
weird. mental. fun. smart. writer-y.
18. What have you done to yourself to make you happy?
sleep. :D i seem to need alot of it these days.
19. If time were to rewind, where would you want it to be?
when i was a baby. ehehe. that'd be so cool!
20. What are your fear(s)?
not being loved. bugs. bleh.
i taggggg:
mit
manda
ann (just to spite her. :P)
joanne
ashleigh
lavvy
i'll stop here. :D
last day of school :(
TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
so the sad. :( but we have next year kan kan? :D too bad varun will be in international. and jin ean. i feel so emotional.
oohehehe. varun came to me. not like. that way. as in. he hugged me! :D when i held out my arms he hugged me! unlike some people who ran and hugged him, he hugged me. :)
well. watched college road trip with amanda. it was okay. not that interesting. and urm. talked alot. fun fun fun. but i didn't stay till 3.30. mom didn't wanna wait. ehehe.
gosh. this post has loads of smileys. I'M IN A WRITE-Y MOOD! and every color in between here i come!! :D
it's alright and it's coming along,
we got right back to where we started from,
love is good, love can be strong,
we got to get right back to where we started from.
I LOVE THIS SONG!! :D
p/s : i made a new friend. she's from london. where skandar keynes is. :D ehehehe. I'M SO PROUD!!
ohmygosh. ehehe. ohmygosh.
you and love are like parallel lines. you just don't meet.
so much the berdrama. :D well well well. today i didn't go to school. cuzza mommy told my maid not to wake me up. bleh.
i just changed the rules sweetheart.
went grocery shopping instead. today was a very mundane day, really. nothing specifically interesting. ooh.
TOMORROW'S REPORT CARD DAY!!
yes. and urm. yes. ehehe. hotness.
don't fall if he won't catch you.
chapter 2 of and every color in between is uppedy up up! but, like my beta reader said, 'tis very the shorty. and i can do better. boo. i haven't been in much of a paul mood. hehe. yes. i have moods to write. :D
well. please do go read and review. :) i need some feedback, feedback. forgive the lameness. :) but.
I'M BACK!:)
i don't feel like coming to school tomorrow!! but. i will. :D
fatigue is overpowering me. must. stay. awake. ehehe. i think today. i shall sleep at 8.30. yes? yes? yes.
i think i figured it out. i think. i hope. bleh.
p/s : so the ber-sorry yah joanne? can't make it on saturday. :( next time kay?
i'm so indecisive. bleh. i'm so so so indecisive.
watched james bond : quantum of solace today. it was good. except the malaysian government like. censored 3/4 of it. so i didn't understand half of what was going on. snicker.
my feet. hurt. i walked too much. by the way, i miss you too. :)
hehe. i'm so sleepy. i shall go bunk off now. i have school tomorrow. so. yea.
it's now or never boy. i'm gonna be gone soon. really. and then. you'll regret it. i'm waiting for you to rescue me. you promised you'd protect me.
but where are you now?
i just realized something. it's such a sudden realization.
wow.
i don't care! that's so cool! i just realized i don't care! so it means. you know what it means?
IT MEANS I DON'T CARE!
joy! yay! hip hip hooray! i figured it out amanda! amanda koh geok li! i figured it out! it's little brother! WOOHOO!
this post has about. 10 exclamation marks. that's how. i donno. happy? no not really. sad? no not really. amused? yes quite. okay. that's how amused i am. :D because...
I FIGURED IT OUT
i'm here. in school. because of the stinky yjc project. bleh. at least it's coming along pretty nicely. sleep. i need sleep. alot of it. but guess what. the yjc project isn't even due today! it's been cancelled! seriously. smirk.
i said something funny today. but i don't remember what. memory-loss-ness. heheh.
yawns. bawns. rawns.
HII!!! AMANDA KOH HERE!!! :) Thank you manda khoo for letting me borrow your komsas.
mit darling here, love ya, honey! hope your story gets a home run. haha hope my designing gets a high five. fantasies are meant to be fantasized dear but mine are meant to be real. meet me friday.you.me.and everybody.
i feel like i'm in a soap opera. it's not a nice feeling. you make my heart skip a beat every two seconds.
stupid. you're so stupid. you're busy making up excuses. i bet they aren't true. you aren't listening! ugh. should i call? so i can just shout in your ear? then maybe. just maybe. you'll understand.
today. was not a good day. bleh. i didn't like it. oh yea.
CONGRATS to the FORM 2 DEBATERS!
and
AISHAH, ASHLEIGH, ANDREA and AMINAH!
i'm too tired to bother mentioning all the details.
okay. you. since you won't answer, i'm sorry for whatever i did. i just wasn't in the mood today. don't be mad. i have loads to tell you. so. yea. answer. please.
amanda likes speaking as a third person. that's what she's doing right now. speaking as a third person. it's fun.
as for what amanda did today. well, she played taboo. and lost every single round. eheh. then. she watched some whazzit called? elongquision? haha. it sounds like that anyway. after that. amanda watched the two debate teams go before her. they did well. very well.
except for the female dog, daniel chan. he eats turtles AND dogs. nobody be friends with him. bleh. he's mean to poor amanda too. :(
then. it was amanda's turn to deeeeebaaaateeeee! :D
she thought sher may's team did really well. as did hers. she's very proud. :) amanda had fun till 3.30pm. she thought random thoughts and did random things.
example 1 :
andrea : aishah said a good name would be the bored game. get it? get it?
amanda : um. yea. what's so funny?
[mithrra giggles like the maniac she is.]
andrea : but it took me so long to get it!
amanda : ooh! how about ... [drum roll please] THE BORED BOARD GAME!
cue the laughter. :D
example 2 :
amanda koh : so. what games are we doing for the history alive thing? we have to make them feel like women during world war II
amanda khoo : ooh! hahaha! how about, you know, letting them actually FEEL like women? [starts impersonating/demonstrating]
amanda koh : and make papermache boobs!
[mithrra says something here. i think. i don't really remember. it's all fuzzy.]
soooo. yes.
a very big
MUAH!
to everybody.
p/s : mithrra, if you see this, you might wanna go online. like pronto. to see a certain someone's personal message. HAHAHA. i'm right, babe. i'm always right. :)
p/p/s : there's a clue up there. just so you know. or are too dumb to figure it out. heh.
i'm so sleepy. i bet. um. well. i'm gonna fall asleep tomorrow. in the middle of the debate.
bleh.
i might get violent. like on TV shows. smirk.
this post is not the least bit interesting. today, we had the other debate thing. ugh. PEKA came after that. tomorrow is taboo day. it's also debate day.
it's funnedy fun fun winning. but i'm so tired. and sleepy. i don't think this can continue for much longer. and my yjc thingy is due. on friday. and history alive ideas have to be thought up by thursday.
oh what fun.
well. you just brightened up my day. i mean night. :)
bleh. where on earth did you people disappear to?
seriously man.
and you. where are you? not that i'm waiting or anything.
AHH!!! WE'RE IN SEMI-FINALS! AHH!!!
ehehe. :) thanks manda.
woohoo! i heard something about best rebuttle on the phone? clear it up manda, clear it up. ehehe.
i'm not making sense. wuddle fuddle. muddle.
oh. and. thanks for reading my urgent message mit. and actually responding. :) you were a help. well. okay. you weren't that much of a help. but. you're helping again later tonight no?
SELF-ACTUALIZATION
i wanna get that.
